Hello Internet, as I sit here trying to write this damn post I'm getting massacred with fucking twenty people talking to me. As of right now I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't even know why I started talking to all these people, but now I'm really irritated just like earlier today. Moving on from that subject I've decided to make weekends two parters because I am really never home to write my blog on Saturday and it ends up being posted on Sunday. Which is very irritating as well. So onward noble steed!
April 17, 2010:
As all Saturdays I have to wake up and go to school, which in my opinion is way lame. I have explained this before. Though I did get to spend my lunch with a friend of mine named Sally. I have to say she is one of my favorite people there to talk to. I can share almost anything with her and she has an answer. Basically she just listens to me, I need more people like this in my life honestly.
Then I get a text from Dana asking me to take her to the costume shop and how it closes at six. My school doesn't end until five and I told Tony that he and I would hang out. This is a dilemma that will be discussed below. Anyway so I left school early, picked up Dana and Marcus and took them to the costume shop where they didn't even find what they needed. Told me to drive to Pib's where then Tony calls Dana and asks if they wanted to hang. It's just really stupid, cause he says to me that he is too tired to hang out then calls them. It's utter bullshit in my opinion. Anyway so we finally leave Pib's and Tony meets us at Dana's where then we go to some Japanese restaurant. It was actually quite funny. Though I don't really remember much of all that went down.
After going to eat, everyone but me decided to go to Walmart. I hate Walmart so I was just like: Fuck this shit I'm sitting in my car. For whatever reason though Tony wanted me to come. I honestly do not understand him lately. I need ANSWERS, FUCKING ANSWERS PLEASE! He sat with me for awhile and talked with me. He tells me the same shit over and over, then says we will finish this talk later. He told me that two weeks ago, that talk is still not finished. Though I'm getting to the point where I ask myself why should we even talk. He see's right though me, he reads me like a book. I'm just to the point where I give up. Anyway the basic concept of this is he said: We will get coffee tomorrow, just you and me. We will finish our talk then.
So after everyone went to Walmart, we met back up at Dana's where both Tony and I lost our keys. It must have been exciting to watch us walk around aimlessly looking for our keys. Tony had to go home, I just wanted to go pick up some lights so I could get good at freehand glowsticking. It kinda made me mad that he blamed me for stealing his keys though. I told Marcus that if I found my keys that I would probably hide them until I found mine, but in all honestly if he asked for them I would have given him his keys. We did eventually find our keys, and I got my lights. lol Dana rode on my car not in it. It was pretty bamf, I'm not going to lie.
Other than that I passed out, and woke up to Rugrats and fucking Marcus staring at me... it was scary. So that was Saturday for ya.
April 18, 2010:
Today was an okay day. I woke up at 6:39 to have Tony text me morning. He hasn't done this in a long while. I think the last time he did this is when we were together. In all it's again very confusing and really threw me off guard. He's really good at this, just saying.
So I finally woke up around one, sat around for a bit, woke Dana and Marcus up at three. Asked Tony if he still wanted to get coffee and his answer was probably not. Which we all know that means no. Though I do feel bad that his dad is in the hospital. I really do wish his family the best of luck, because I'm crazy and I care about people THAT much. Idk, but Dana went out to eat with her family and left Marcus and I at the house. Where Marcus calls Tony and says, "Lets hang breh" and Tony is all like: Yeah. So I picked up Tony and took them both to Coffee Garden. Where I bought Tony the coffee I said I would. We all just kinda sat around and talked until Tony saw Hilary. Lol I felt so bad for her when he got her number. I honestly do not feel bad for what I said. In all honesty I wish there was a girl when Tony came into my life to tell me it's a trap. Life would be so much easier for me right now.
Then I took Marcus and Tony to Liberty Park where they had the drum circle. I have to say it was pretty fun for the short while I was there with Tony. I saw Devin whom I have not seen in a month. I was totally psyched to see him. So we all kinda just hung out when all of a sudden Tony says to me: Hey I'm riding back with these guys. To me that was a big FUCK YOU to the face. I buy him coffee, and he basically slaps me in the face. In my opinion I'm a dumbass. I'm that dog that gets fucking kicked in the teeth everyday, but I keep coming back for more in hopes that my owner will treat me with respect. lol what was I thinking. Oh and my friends reading this, you can tell me to get over it and tell me to stfu all you want, but this is how I feel on the situation and it's not going to change unless he keeps up with his word or I get so fucking angry and just leave.
Anyway after Tony said that I immediately told Marcus that we were going and that's just what we did. I left and took Marcus home, packed my shit and called up Lex. Where then Lex and I drove right back down to Liberty Park and hung out with even more people I haven't seen in a month. These people are: Alex, Bubbles, Casey, Ryan, and ETC. I was soooo happy to see these guys. I missed them a lot, but don't really see them anymore cause of most of the group not liking me so much.
Anyway after that I came home, where once again I lay here posting my blog. Thanks again for reading.
VogueXTC
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